I wasn’t feeling the best a couple days ago. I’m just starting to read this since it was just given to me. But it’s already speaking to my heart, it’s bringing tears to my eyes. Not everyone knows my testimony, but I haven’t grieved properly so It seems like I’ve been pushing my emotions down to the point where I’m suppressing my emotions and never truly allow myself to sit in it and just cry. And not only for that situation, but for me and my mom’s situation as well with all the toxic behavior. Anyways I’ve been praying to God to help me bring those emotions back to the surface, that way I can grieve properly