Says Rey. Anyone was, is, a victim of anything? How did you come over to be a victim and became a winner? What makes us to victims? What about low self esteem?

Lately I’ve been having a really good time reframing my beliefs and zooming out to see the bigger picture behind different religious teachings. A lot of things have finally started making sense in a deeper, more expansive way. But there’s one idea I’m still sitting with, and I’d love to hear your perspectives: Why does it seem like God requires absolute devotion? For a while, I was thinking of the whole “be in the world but not of it” teaching as a kind of 50/50 balance — like part earthly self, part spiritual self. But the more I explore, the more I see themes like: - “You can’t serve two masters.” - “A house divided against itself can’t stand.” - Not living half in ego and half in God/Spirit. And now I’m unsure how to integrate that. I don’t feel lost — just curious. And honestly, I feel open to whatever clarity wants to come through others. So if anyone feels called to share how they interpret this (from any tradition or viewpoint), I’d really appreciate hearing it. I’m letting God/Life/Spirit speak through you to me. Thank you 🙏✨

Recently, on a Sunday morning, I went for a walk alone, feeling very energized. I had no plan, my light limbs carried me steadily but lightly across the ground. I entered the forest. I looked around, saw a large V-shaped branch, and sat down comfortably. I sat with my eyes closed, my mind clear, sometimes opening my eyes to look at nature, then closing them again. A breathing technique for releasing DMT came across my mind. I started doing it. I had done it before, but this time the result was slightly different. When I exhaled my last breath and then took a breath to hold it, I was pulled back, pulled by the back of my head, but not fall down. The inside of my skull and chest lit up with heat and brightness. It was as if two light bulbs had been turned on. It was wonderful. I opened my eyes and felt reborn, th na meditated again. After a while, i stood up and moved on, feeling even ligter than before, like a forest beeing stepping around, just to be. Has anyone had similar results with this lighting up? Could it be dangerous (burning out the circuits?) and does it work in such a way that you can light up all areas, chakras, and they remain open forever? I took one time that substance from outside, that time, i was entirely out of my body, being the big room i was in and then having a vision.