Recently, on a Sunday morning, I went for a walk alone, feeling very energized. I had no plan, my light limbs carried me steadily but lightly across the ground. I entered the forest. I looked around, saw a large V-shaped branch, and sat down comfortably. I sat with my eyes closed, my mind clear, sometimes opening my eyes to look at nature, then closing them again. A breathing technique for releasing DMT came across my mind. I started doing it. I had done it before, but this time the result was slightly different. When I exhaled my last breath and then took a breath to hold it, I was pulled back, pulled by the back of my head, but not fall down. The inside of my skull and chest lit up with heat and brightness. It was as if two light bulbs had been turned on. It was wonderful. I opened my eyes and felt reborn, th na meditated again. After a while, i stood up and moved on, feeling even ligter than before, like a forest beeing stepping around, just to be. Has anyone had similar results with this lighting up? Could it be dangerous (burning out the circuits?) and does it work in such a way that you can light up all areas, chakras, and they remain open forever? I took one time that substance from outside, that time, i was entirely out of my body, being the big room i was in and then having a vision.

I know I shouldn't share something so personal like this, but I think I do want to express myself finally. It's a lot to handle alone while I have so many goals. 😔 I don't wanna play victim or weak because I'm strong, but this thing breaks me each time. It's related toy family. One of the video of rey where he was talking about manifesting love partner or something, in that video he was talking about how our environment effect our reality, like if your parents are loving then you experience love and if not then it's get difficult (I'm sorry my words are not clear 🙆🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️ So basically this thing is same in my family, my father, very strict, dominant, discriminate women and follow society lke they pay for his bills And my mother is shadow of my father, she is kind but cruel at the same time 😥 I'm a student nd I'm a daughter their behaviour towards my brother is way different then towards me. Everyone order's me around to do stuff, they basically force me to do everything, I'm not lying, legit everything by their slang "once you'll get married you'll have to do all these" I can even refuse otherwise they manipulate me My brother is way Older then me, his marriage is next year while I'm a student and yet my father is saying he'll decide my brothers marriage and then the very next year they'll decide mine too?? First a fall I'm already facing discrimination, manipulation, inequality, toxicity, patriarchal, and all the bad things in my house. Yet I do follow my spiritual path with strong conviction with believe that I have to become a teacher, I want to get a good job, I want to move out, i want to find my love on my own and will marry someday happily. But my family perspective towards this is different, they are ruining my mental health 🥹🥺 constant discrimination and expectations, constant marriage talk and all of these society wrong standards. It's all ruining my peace. I try to avoid their talk, I do help around and avoid overthinking, but it's not helping 🥺 i always get sad and effected when they talk about marriages and planning. I don't want to hate them, but I do.

Have you noticed that cannabis brings our mental problems to the surface? It may be that it allows us to take a closer look at them. Some say it's paranoia and that the substance exaggerates our problems. But these are our paranoias and problems, so it's worth looking at them. Personally, From my experiance it is a substance that introduces chaos, and the challenge is to embrace that chaos. But it brings also warmth and light. How do you think? Is it true that when a person has high vibrations, cannabis gives them a positive impression, and when they are having a bad day, the effect can be more of a bad trip? Some say it relaxes them, and some can't stand cannabis because it transports them to a little hell? How is it for you?