Today this is my journal entry:
The Pleiadians are once again coming strongly to the surface. About a year ago I fell and stepped into the rollercoaster. Back then there were the Seven Sisters, the audiobooks, and the stars — looking back now, all of it was a huge synchronicity… and today they are returning to the foreground again, through different blogs, through music, together with references here and there to twin flames (I am curious what that is meant to mean 😇)
Yesterday the Pleiadian card deck arrived, and the cards are guiding me more and more. What a turbulent year this has been. Last year, in my wildest dreams, I could never have imagined that I would now be working part-time, have my own practice, have written an e-book… but above all: that I would rediscover myself. My true self. A spiritual soul with beliefs, visions, and dreams of a better world.
Me… who crawled out from underneath layers of fear, even that old “witch fear.” A wound that sits deeper, something that seems to live within the feminine DNA — centuries of having to stay silent, suppress, adapt. Wow… this is another threshold. And at the same time, I feel: this also belongs to ancestral trauma carried through generations.
Yes, this is also my spirituality. And I no longer feel ashamed of it, because it makes me happy. These are things I have also been processing over the past year: old pain, old layers, old “shit” rising to the surface. Just as so much in the world is being exposed and brought into the light, making space for something new. And that is only going to become stronger and more intense. As above, so below — the same process lives within us too.
And even within the cosmos, something seems to be moving along with it: the galactic orchestra seems to be playing its part. Yesterday Pluto went retrograde in Aquarius, a movement that in astrological language is often seen as a deep inner revision, a shift of power, truth, and consciousness inward. As if even there a reset is taking place, a recalibration of what is real and what can no longer be sustained.
So I know: do not be afraid. Fear sometimes desperately tries to prove itself one last time. But I refuse to continue participating in that. I anchor myself in the eye of the storm and focus on continuing to make my dreams come true and believing in myself…
Self-acceptance and self-love are the foundation for me in all of this. Feeling safe in my body helps me stay grounded there — getting that vagus nerve out of fight-or-flight mode, remember, keep grounding yourself and drink plenty of water in the sunshine. And step by step, that is becoming my home.
I am truly curious… are you feeling things too? Deeper emotions, moments of being touched, but also old patterns making themselves known again, old stuff apparently still lingering? Seek and ask for help if things become difficult… sometimes you need to let go to make space for intuition, for your higher consciousness…
In light and love
Syel’Ma Vey Na’Tuh 💜♾️💜