Just writing to clear my head. Its been a rough patch, ive been happy, but my self control has been down the drain. Skipping workouts, not meditating, eating not the best, doomscrolling, everything. However im not gonna let it consume me, so im gonna pull myself back up. I deleted youtube, so I now have 0 social media at all, I watch the helpful content like shimon and others’ on a browser on my computer. Im talking to more people, just observing things im finding interesting and talking about it. Im changing up my workout routine to the night because the morning wasnt working. Im trying to work towards my goals and passion projects, and though its been a weird change of pace, its starting to work, now I just have to keep at it.