It takes only two seconds to make the choice, to follow the right or wrong voice. Decisions are often made in a few seconds, determining whether we follow a constructive or destructive path. Do we want to fall into the same deception, misconception, addiction that had us trapped, unable to even see clearly. These moments define whether we confront obstacles or choose to yield. A soldier on the battlefield stays resilient and effective as long as he keeps his shield up. If he lowers his guard—either from exhaustion or believing the enemy is no longer attacking—he becomes vulnerable and may be struck down. At that point, the choice becomes whether to give up or stand up and fight again, to not admit defeat. The difficulties we encounter intensify when perseverance fails, prompting us to reflect on the importance of remaining constant (this is something I lacked for so long) and determined treating life’s trials as significant tests of character and purpose. I am not going to sugar coat that I failed again, I listened to the voice in my head and not the Holy Spirt. But this time I don’t want to just give in and give up. I don’t want to go back to the cycle of shame, unforgiveness and doubt. I want to stand up; I refuse to give up. If you are starting this journey of finding God, your purpose and place, don’t let anything stand in the way of the growth and freedom that will come. The voices, the enemy and the lies in your head will tell you that you cannot do this or that you are alone. Be determined to let God and the Holy Spirt guide you every step of this journey.