# I am clean by the way, just saying ๐ my, birthday ๐ is 5/5/2026
By Kristopher LaRue
Meth induced Coma, Days are long now. The nights, they never come . Walking and doings things as if i was on the run. I now do things like its programmed in my mind. Like i am the game. That not even i get to control. All this time like a dream. I feel like I've been asleep or maybe should go to sleep, or wake up . Fuck I don't know think I'll just stay up. The courts say I must stay clean but this means I must forget everything. They put this poison on every road I travel. Have you ever smoked that twacked out gravel? It makes your mind travel, then unravel, still unraveling. My mind so thirsty. So I give in, to try and quench it's thirst once again. This high though, I must dabble . Which makes me babble . The night so long now so cold !!! I long for the day, praying I will wake . I made such a mistake.