12d • 🪞 The Mirror
Knowing when to let go ❤️
Today was kind of a normal start to the day. Brian and I had our first official business meeting last night and baby after running numbers and looking at pros and cons, we had to come to the concluding that a few businesses had to go.
Let me tell yall how empty I felt when I looked to see my businesses making hella bread but sustaining in the black… not the red thank god but baby we want GREEN! But the ones that need to go are what I felt let me say it again “I FELT” was what made me, I have been the bling lady forever it would seem tshirts and things were Teresa Nicole right, HA! Fast forward to today when Brian ran the real numbers and when he told me how much I was making an hour girllll I could have died..but that ain’t what happened, my head started hurting, this pain started radiating in my spine then to my neck and down my right arm… first thoughts STROKE! Then I paused… anxiety. What will I do. What would others think. This is my safety net!! I had to lie down.. then I saw it!! I saw YALL! I saw the brunches, I saw the conferences, I saw the trips, the retreats… I saw it all!!! The pain stopped, a sense of relief came upon me I saw me choosing MYSELF… what I wanted to do vs what others thought I should do or what felt safe! I grew up HARD yall so having a safety net was what kept me sane… but God sent me my safety net, man been right here this whole time saying I got you,,, GO DO WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO…. That pain I felt was me letting go, because it was all I knew. But it was draining the absolute FUCK OUT OF ME! So with that story I am hoping yall can see yourselves and realize it’s okay to let go of what’s familiar, it’s ok to chose your happiness and run towards it be it marriage, a job, friendships whatever it is REMOVE WHATS DRAINING YOU
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Knowing when to let go ❤️
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