For a few days I've been feeling like I'm rushing this one design project because I was feeling it was stopping me from doing more important work.
Also I was feeling it was hard to prioritise what to contemplate or work on.
And every day I would see new distinctions or principles that I wanted to work on. But they were just too much.
And today I was watching this guy explaining some frame control principle and he said " Just get it now because soon I won't be teaching this"
And it just hit me rushing = postponing. And a question arised "why just not get it all now"
And I got some of it.
I noticed before I assumed I need a proccess or a way to get things. (For a few weeks also I have been playing with the idea of directness how to do something in 0 steps)
Now weirdly I see how you can "get to experience" something before you even understand what it is and learn It later.
Also there is the idea of time. Anything to be experienced can only be now getting it can only be now. So just need to get it now.
You can never get something as a result of a process as the process itself is only a pointer. And I'm not talking about getting it in 1 step. I'm talking about getting it in no steps.
And the experience is itself direct it has no steps or concepts.
What is your experience of such matters?
P.S. I didn't get anything in particular, but also it wasn't nothing. So really I don't know if I got anything at all.