A late break through story - due to breaking down

My name is Michael, a name you might be familiar with has male connotations. I did assign to this life as a male, and that's the pronoun i prefer to be associated with. Unless it's a party night, then i'd prefer it/that. Sadly for you though i don't do much partying anymore. (sad smiley face)

Heard somewhere that we need to break down, to break through, and i just did. It was quite beautiful. Or.. Well. Now it is.

Hey everyone. I was very small as a child, like most children. It wasn't tough per se since it seems to be somewhat usual. To fit within the womb we do have to adjust our size to hers - but hey, i digress.

Jokes aside. Saw my first close up ufo 6 years ago and things started shifting after that. Hard to pin point A breakthrough or awakening, but it for sure has happened a lot the last two years. Lot of psychic stuff coming online, as with a lot of people in here. The heartbreak of a lifetime was probably one of the driving factors behind it. Being completely broken to the point where my guides one day made themselves present for the first time (as i know of) keeping me from doing something stupid. I was basically flooded with love beyond what words can describe.. Angelic is the only thing coming to mind. I soon after started to sense a new form of guidance overall.

Having like 70 passions, my trauma has always had me pacified by my drive rather than actively acting on it. Picking a lane has been hard since i tend to go all in. Fomo in it's purest form basically. Programming, limiting beliefs, all of that juicy stuff.

Truth be told, i've been a broken soul my whole adult life, to the degree where regular work hasn't been a concept digestible by my being, effectively always having had a very scares bank account - but my mission, or a part of it (becoming clear to me only this past year) makes this whole life thing more or less purposed. Having had to isolate myself for a good chunk of my twenties, in order to heal and build the base required for the job ahead, looks meaningless on paper, but was in retrospect exactly how it had to go down.

Somewhat of a recovering perfectionist, so this had to just come out the way it came out.

(edit: cut a gap in the beginning, didn't change anything else i swear (lol)

Much love to whoever comes across this ✨❤️

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