Somewhere i know that i will not achieve high
whatever i do i, its not gonna be great because i mess up stuffs
i will not be committed and consistent in whatever i do - there is no discipline
i might think that i will do great things- but i cant because iam dumb (my father use to say this like an affirmation :) to me )
its impossible for me to achive 200k followers - just a joke for me to think that way
because i have nothing to value add and nothing to educate people
All i know is to earn money and nothing else - i might look for money without helping people
iam old and i know my patterns i always fail and tay behind :)
--- this is what comes to my mind for those 10mins