Accountability 01/08 · New Earth University

Accountability 01/08

When I think of my Northstar, I imagine a calmness and a certainty that all will fall into place as it should. My anxiety begins to melt away, my heart calms down, my head feels light, and my thoughts have completely quieted down. I am in control. A stone rises up to each of my feet as I walk through unknown territories because I know that the universe will always provide exactly what I need when I need it. Every soul I encounter is another vessel the universe is using to experience itself with. Together, we are god having an inner dialogue. We are as much the creator as we are creation. I feel at peace.

My mission is to rebel against the system by healing the crap out of myself and encouraging others to strive towards stepping into their power and removing the chains of societal expectations. I want to be so radically myself that I can help at least one person escape the confines of their programming and decide to reprogram themselves to be whoever the fuck they want to be. As long as we aren’t hurting anyone and we act from the foundation of unconditional love for ourselves and others, we are all free to express ourselves authentically.

I think the number one most important fundamental habit that I need to dedicate myself to doing more of is a daily physical practice. I have a hard time dedicating myself to a fitness routine. Other than walking my dog, I’m not very physically active. I think this would benefit my mood, work ethic, body functionality, and energy as a whole. As a way to remedy this, I’m going to find/create a 30 day plan to ease more physical activity into my day to day life. I find that I work well in a system that starts small, to prevent intimidation, and then I work my way up once I realize it was never as daunting as my mind made it out to be!

I also think that if I officially quit caffeine that my quality of life will improve. I’ve always been a big coffee drinker. When I worked at a cafe, I would have 12 shots of espresso in one day sometimes. I also experienced a lot of…wait for it…anxiety. Yeah, no shit. SO, I quit coffee when 2026 began! Not caffeine though. I replaced coffee with tea, but I noticed that I still get anxious when I drink caffeinated tea. I think caffeine is just something that my body has been rejecting for years now and I didn’t listen, but I’m listening now! Bye bye caffeine, bye bye heart palpitations. ✨🫀✨

My next, most important, step as a conscious creator is to produce more than I’m consuming online. I find myself scrolling to spark inspiration or find ideas for content to make myself but at the end of the day, I always end up feeling burnt out or intimidated by the end of it. A voice in my head says “well if they’re already spreading that message then why would you have to?” I fall back into that self limiting belief that there isn’t enough room for me. I want to counteract that with this affirmation: THERE IS ENOUGH ROOM FOR EVERYONE TO SIT AT THE TABLE AND EAT SECONDS! I forget that sometimes so I said it in all caps to remember. We all have the room to sit together and support each other! Let’s get out there and produce!!! 👏👏👏

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