Today and through the weekend you have a choice to make. This is something that may have been weighing heavily on you. You just aren't sure which choice to make, or direction to take. But today and through the weekend you receive the clarity that you need. Others around you may feel as if you are taking hasty action, but you know the truth.
In addition, there's a time for knowing and a time for acting. The knowing, the intellectualizing, has helped you to figure out what to do. Don't get stuck in the state of knowing. Remember, there is action for you to take to align with what you want or to get what you want. Maybe you need to physically move something or you need to contact somebody. You know what you need to do. Now, do it.
And for those squishy squishy emotions, there is love here. That's never at question. There may have been some sort of conflict between the two of you. Fix it. Offer a meaningful apology. Have those deep conversations. Restore the connection. It's not unrepairable.