Today you may need to take some time to just reflect and regroup. Something shifted or changed that while it may have been expected, it's rocked your world. Now is not the time to explain to anybody what you're going through. Just reflect and regroup. It's not over whatever this is.
in addition, astrologically things are complicated and bumpy due at least in small part to transitioning of signs. Just hold on it'll smooth out. It just may take a little bit for the universe to catch up.
and for those squishy squishy emotions, for some of you in a long-term connection your partner has a tendency to pull back emotionally and erect barriers when they feel someone is getting too close. This isn't the first time or the last time that they will do this but you're not accepting it like you have in the past.