I wasn’t going to post as sick of hearing my voice talk about this. As your aware am navigating my sober journey and initially got to 80 plus days but I didn’t go out, stripped friendships back and started to make new ones but life was lonely.
Since then tried 3 drinking nights and all endeared badly. Saturday was no different this was a drink in the garden. On my second glass of Prosecco I couldn’t string a sentence together I remember thinking I can’t think straight but instead of stopping I pushed on. Resulting in my blacking out being sick all Sunday and been ill since. Why can’t I just take that last step to embrace a sober life and STOP.
I look at and he makes it look so easy on nights out and things and it probably wasn’t an easy thing but my brain won’t even let me take the first step I just think I will be boring and won’t enjoy it