I actually never thought that i would post a youtube video. As an introvert and as a shy guy it's quite hard to talk in front of a camera. After a dozen retakes, I am able to shoot a proper video and now I post it.
It's a personal win for me. Now I can say that I'm not that underconfident guy who just overthinks and never actually does the work towards their goal
At last, I just wanna say that things will take time, so don't give up.
Here's the link to the video: