I dont know about anyone else, but have you ever really asked the Lord: “What am I called to carry?”
This has been a struggle for me. I was stuck, the He started with: highlighting things am definitely NOT called to carry - Things, people or places i need to let go of.
such as:
-other peoples’ responsibilities
-being overly responsible
-“busyness”,
-stale and stagnant emotions lingering due to unresolved conflict (these things were not old trauma- just unresolved conflict).
It was like- I am willing Lord, I just dont know to do it. If i could fix the conflict it would have been fixed and not a lingering under current of irritation and depression.m (hope deferred)…..
Anyway, this is what He spoke to me in my time with Him: i hope this encourages you as well:
“I am highlighting this timeframe for you to discharge and release these stale emotions. As you release that which you are NOT called to carry; what you ARE CALLED to carry will become clear. You will have actual SPACE TO carry it.”