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Updates

2 Job Apps

-Unfortunately both of the jobs I was applying for closed their application portals early. One of them I sent a message on linkedin to see if I could still apply pero we will see.

-This process is making me think if there are other things I could be focusing my energy on outside of applying to jobs, curiosity of what it would look like to invest this time in my own dreams.

List of desires

-I have completed my list of 100 desires ( I also did a seperate list of 50). I struggled with this because I think they didn't fit in this idea of "goals for my career and impact" but I scoped out and realized anything I do for me does has an impact on the collective. Especially as a content creator, sharing my life, light and experiences can have a great impact on the world and me.

-I realized how scary it felt for me to desire things, I had never sat with what I wanted outside of "goals". I think this exercise revealed to me how much I don't center what I actually want in what I do. What if my life was lead by my joy and things like abundance emerged from there.

Overall updates:

-I know when I find perm housing a lot of my life will fall into place. I have also been practicing rest more or getting more comfortable with it. I also am taking my time and taking a bit of a break from relational conversations and repair as I have been doing that a lot and I need to focus on my needs around home and in person community.

-Sometimes sharing so much so publicly here feels a bit exposing (vs. vulnerable) and I am figuring that out in real time.

thank you for reading this and see y'all tomorrow, cuidate!

POLL: What are you focusing most on in life rn? (genuinely curious of what others are focusing on)

Career

Home

Community/Connection

Personal Growth or Healing

I am just truly doing my best

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