You may find yourself asking, “Why does my DMT not work for me but work wonders for my buddy?” You've smoked 7, 8 hits. Packed a second bowl, 9, 10, 11 hits, and nothing! Sober as a judge. It's like someone turned off your DMT. “What is up? Is my DMT bunk or what?”Then your buddy picks up your cashed pipe and, in one hit, launches to a breakthrough trip. “Okay, just what is going on??”
This is a peculiar phenomenon I’ve been discussing more and more recently. And, of course, as a need arises, a book finds its way to my hands, and before I know it, I'm connecting to a possible solution.
One definite reason you may be ‘Lockedout’ or as I like say in the ‘penalty box’. Perhaps it’s because you expect something. It’s best to have zero expectations. This can be a problem if you’ve already experienced DMT going into it again you already have an established expectation going into it very hard to ignore the overwhelming profound experience. You were first opened up to, but it can hold you back if you continue to expect it, for example if you’ve ever seen the mother goddess, she can be empowering, majestic and somehow calming and familiar creating an inner desire to want to see her again, but the more you essentially expect or demand to see the thing that you’d like, the less likely you’re going get to see it. more likely if you push and push you’re going to see blackness and more cloudy blackness. It’s when you stop expecting, and genuinely realized that when you do get to see her, it’s a special gift for you and that’s it. Having grace will be a healthy perspective for many things in the DMT realm and our reality here. Having an unconditional love to everything with a ‘unifying’ intention will also make a huge difference in allowing you to access everything you need. Don’t have any expectations other than all will be infinitely ok, no matter what happens. A funny thing going into a used book store with no expectations other than to see what you might find will seemingly attract books to you.
Like when a book that you aren’t looking for, just seems cross your path at a time in your life when you really find it helpful, and sort of tricking you into thinking you chose it rather than it choosing you. Either way, a book about gratitude caught my attention, and I gave it the standard few seconds of judgment before I would close it for good. But in this case, I'm glad I wasn't too hasty. Right off the bat, it got me thinking about just what gratitude is. When we say ‘grace’ before a meal, is that about being gracious? When we say “Thank You,” often, we sadly don’t even realize that we hardly mean it. We digest it out of our mouths when we have to, like paying a toll that allows us to move on to more essential thoughts…about ourselves. Probably more often than we care to admit. I don’t mean to devalue the moments when we do show genuine care and appreciation for what we have and what others do for us. That’s the best part of who we are, really. It can make us shine brighter when someone notices. We all have that ability to lift one another up juuuust a little bit. Let’s face it, when someone takes a moment to see your efforts and says “Thank You,” it makes everything worth it and encourages us to go further. And the opposite can be true when we make the effort that isn't acknowledged. Leaving us wondering why we even bothered in the first place.
The book I’ve been reading is entitled “The Magic,” yeeeah I know… and of all things, it’s a sequel to shhhh “The Secret”….just the usage of the word ‘magic’ and ‘magical’ is cringeworthy enough to stop reading. Still, if you can stand it and push through, I think the message might be worth the real magick it promotes.
Although it has no direct reference to DMT, it does account for “the universe” and the magick surrounding your life and what you attract. The laws of attraction might be worth accepting. We can label it anything that feels comfortable, but let’s be honest, it’s God, yup, the big G in the sky, her energy surrounds us, the grand architect, the big mason in the clouds. The word “god” is only a metaphor for something we don’t fully comprehend, and I’m sure she would agree. I’m not into new-age books that attribute meaning to anything that supports their claims, especially books with gilded marketing like “The Secret” or “The Magic,” but the truth is still valid. After reading “The Magic,” one of its lessons is to say “Thank You” genuinely more than 100 times in one day… Ah ha, that's 3 with only 97 to go.
Apparently, it’s something Einstein practiced. And it doesn’t hurt us to give thanks for... the air we breathe. Do you have to experience total suffocation to the point of near death to appreciate the breath of life? Let’s hope not, but it's conceivable that we take a multitude of things we already have for granted without meaning to. If we only vocalized the words ‘Thank You,’ they would lose value quickly. Remember how powerful your true intentions really are. Even when we avoid eye contact with the person we are giving thanks to, it takes away what could otherwise make that person’s entire day. So the first assignment in the book is to say “Thank You” for what you have. Start with 10 new things every day for 28 days. But after days 3-4, they ask you to add on a ‘why’ for each ‘Thank You.’ When we say ‘Thank You,’ it impacts the receiver. But when we share the ‘why,’ it reaffirms our gratitude. “Thanks for your help the other day. I couldn’t have finished without you, and it meant a lot to me that you put so much effort into it. It shows.” Now, that person just smiled, and you did that together.
I have even been in the practice of thanking my glass of water. Why? Because water does, in fact, have memory. Yes, completely proven by scientists in lab coats, with big brains, in a real lab, and everything. I saw it on the internet.
These are just more clues that there is more to gratitude than just words. Our intentions affect the physical world and us. And we are about 60% made of water. Did you know water, as in H2O, doesn’t even come from Earth? No one knows where it originated. We only speculate that it comes from comets or other celestial objects. This is rather intriguing because DNA is much older than Earth, and water didn’t originate on Earth. DNA needs DMT to function properly, so that means DMT probably didn’t come from the Earth. So, three essential molecules for life aren’t even from here.
Also, try imagining something you love. If you’ve ever felt your heart ‘skip a beat’ for someone you love. Try to conjure that emotion just before smoking. Then report back here, please.
How this translates into DMT’s “ON” switch may be entirely determined by how you interpret gratitude. I can’t claim to know better, but maybe gratitude has something to do with it… maaaaybe. So, “Thank You, I’m glad you read this far, and it encourages me to write more when you leave a comment.” That's 10 for me, only 90 more to go for today.
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