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Hert Tug ACTIVATION
Who are we?
Who is HTM for?
I didn’t just wake up one day and decide to build a community—
I was called to this.
By purpose.
By a whisper in my heart that grew louder every time I tried to ignore it.
At just five years old, I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that made me feel like a prisoner in my own body. Western medicine “kept me alive,” but it also kept me small—tied to pills, fear, and dependency.
Disconnected from my sacred body, cast in chronic pain, I felt so different, I lived in so much shame.
Since my earliest memories, I felt lost and confused—living in a society disconnected from our first mother, Mother Earth.
I was born into a family doing the best they could with the resources, tools, and beliefs they had. I was raised in a system where time was something to manage, not savor.
Productivity was praised, and discipline was my father’s primary love language.
From a young age, I navigated the world in survival mode—
wrapped in a pain few understood, asking the kind of questions most adults were too afraid to ask.
Even my dad was impressed by the depth of my curiosity and awareness.
As I begun to prepare for a life on my own, I spent eight years pursuing nursing, feeling called to help others heal and hopefully, feel better… all awhile slowly losing myself in the process.
I was trapped in a system my soul didn’t believe in—a system built to treat symptoms, not root causes.
But at the time, I didn’t know anything else.
My mom is a proud nurse.
Western medicine was our guiding light—it was all we knew.
So even as my soul whispered for something more, I kept trying to heal within the only framework I had exposure to.
It’s a system that masks pain with prescriptions, only to create more symptoms.
The root becomes harder to find, and the cycle becomes harder to break.
It’s a system that keeps those asking for help stuck, confused, and in pain.
And I know what it’s like to just want one single day without suffering.
Trust me, I know. Because this is my life story.
Years later, I found myself back in the hospital—my liver failing, my body inflamed, and the top specialists still had no answers.
Over $200,000 in blood work… and still, no clarity.
That was the moment everything shifted.
I rejected their authority—and reclaimed my sovereignty.
I am healed, I declared.
And just like that… I stopped all Western medicine.
No more waiting for permission to feel whole.
I chose to trust the wisdom of my sacred temple and the divine intelligence within.
I chose a deeper truth.
And that choice changed everything.
I went on to graduate with a degree in psychology—driven by a desire to understand the mind that healed me.
I wanted to decode the moment my life story flipped scripts:
The instant I remembered I had the power and authority over my well-being—not the doctors.
But after graduation, I felt lost, again.
Without direction, I followed the money—because that’s what society teaches us to do.
In a gambling town, I became a career bartender.
By the world’s standards, I was “successful.”
I was thriving in the superficial aspects of life.
I loved my job. My patrons loved me.
I was in love, I was having fun, and I was moving through the same motions everyone else was.
But deep down, I knew…my soul had a purpose.
The constant partying and drinking began to feel empty. I wasn’t here just to pour shots and pass time.
My heart was tugging.
Something bigger was calling me.
Then came COVID—a global pause that cracked my world wide open.
I lost my job.
I lost my longest romantic relationship.
I nearly lost my vision.
And yet… I found myself.
The universe gave me three undeniable signs.
I followed the tug in my heart, bought a van, and within weeks I left behind everything "comfortable" to step into the adventurous unknown.
Little did I know the journey would bend reality itself.
Van life gifted me radical freedom, wild adventure, and a coming home to my soul.
And thank goddess… it led me back to Spirit.
Joining the Van Life movement, brought me to experience opportunities I never imagined…
I’ve now lived in five countries out of my tiny home on wheels, studying alongside healers who carry ancient wisdom—guided by Source, rooted in faith, and connected to the rhythms of the Earth.
These sacred teachings have found me across borders, reminding me that true spirit is always guiding me.
Growing up, my old soul knew—the Western healthcare system felt unnatural, even barbaric at times.
I could feel deep in my bones that the Earth is our true pharmacy, not Big Pharma.
I was always drawn to natural, holistic medicine… but in the U.S., those paths were hidden in plain sight. Buried beneath convenience, fear, and profit.
My first experience connecting with nature as medicine was nothing short of profound.
I had just undergone foot surgery and was doped up on OxyContin—numbed out, foggy, and still in pain. My mother was at work, my father running errands.
I was home from High School, stuck on the couch feeling like a zombie in my own body.
Then, something shifted.
A message floated through my consciousness:
“Smoke me.”
I paused, confused… then realized exactly what she meant.
I had a stash—some marijuana my best friend and I had shared, hidden away in the back of my closet. I gimped upstairs, retrieved the pipe and weed wrapped in socks, and made my way out to the waterfall in my backyard.
Alone in nature, I took my first solo inhale of Mary Jane
And I’m not exaggerating when I say—the moment that smoke touched my lips and entered my lungs, the pain melted away.
Instant relief. A breath of hope.
That moment cracked something open inside me.
It was the gateway to a deeper knowing:
True healing doesn’t come in a bottle or under a surgeon’s knife.
It unraveled so many stories I had been told—about medicine, about healing, about what was “right.”
From that day forward, my relationship with plant medicine began.
It wasn’t about rebellion.
It was about remembrance.
I always sensed there were other paths to healing…
But it wasn’t until I left behind everything I knew that I could actually discover them.
I tend to dive into the deep end and go allin!
And I know that’s not how most people choose to learn or grow.
Humans are instinctively creatures of habit.
We repeat what’s familiar…Until something wakes us up.
As the saying goes—
"To know and not to do is really not to know." – Stephen R. Covey.
Even when we learn something new, actually doing it and stepping outside of our comfort zone—takes COURAGE.
Especially when you’re surrounded by the same people, the same routines, living in the same environment that shaped your “normal”.
But for me, radical healing required radical change.
Every deep transmutation I’ve gone through has called for a new environment—new energy, new soil to root into.
And that’s exactly what I gave myself.
I just had to remove myself from the system to remember.
To reawaken the truth that was already inside me.
As you read this, I’ve spent nearly five years living off-grid—unplugged from my old life, mostly offline, and guided fully by the tug of my heart.
Rediscovering the wisdom of my inner child.
Dancing with my shadows.
Aligning with synchronicities guided by Source.
I don’t follow a rigid plan.
I follow my Heart Tug—that sacred inner compass and it hasn’t failed me yet.
I walk, run, swim, and drive in divine partnership with the Universe—mesmerized by miracles unfolding all around me.
I’ve healed myself from an autoimmune disease.
I’ve shed the labels of dyslexia and ADHD.
I’ve overcome the crippling effects of complex PTSD.
From witnessing generational karma unfold as my father took his life in front of my family and I…
To being drugged and raped—
losing touch with my sexual joy,
confusing love with pain,
and giving my body away before ever truly claiming it as my own.
For ten years, I used alcohol to loosen up—to date, to have sex, to feel wanted. What I once felt was sexual liberationI now I perceive as a deep disconnection from my worth.
Alcohol numbed my body, blurred my boundaries, and silenced my intuition.
When I finally put down the bottle and began healing, I was devastated by how much of my sacred sexuality I had given away—not out of empowerment, but out of unawareness.
I wasn’t taught to name my worth.
I didn’t know how to identify, claim, or communicate my boundaries.
So I had to learn the hard way.
My new perception of self worth, love, and respect came from over a year of celibacy.
Now, I move with courageous willpower—and share my truth to spark a soul-deep revolution in every woman who’s forgotten she is divine.
I’ve unwound the illusion of my addictions.
I once used marijuana and alcohol to self-medicate and numb what I didn’t yet know how to face.
I was numb—so deeply out of touch with my sacred body, my holy temple.
I don’t believe in the phrase “once an addict, always an addict.”
That’s a victim mindset—a story that keeps us stuck.
I believe addiction is a response to a void inside ourselves.
When we’re disconnected from our truth, our joy, our purpose—we reach for something to soothe that void.
Addiction becomes a placeholder for the love, safety, and aliveness we all long for.
But when we come home to ourselves…When we fully heal that void…
When we nourish our bodies with presence, when we create lives we love and meet our needs with intention—addiction dissolves.
What remains… is devotion.
Devotion to our highest self.
To the truth within us that never wavers.
And over time, I realized—devotion to that innocent child inside me… is devotion to God.
To the Source that birthed all creation.
And here’s the revelation—
That Source isn’t outside of you.
It never was.
That separation?
An illusion.
We came here to embody all of it—
Joy.
Peace.
Pain.
Misery
Not to escape it…but to remember—
It’s all divine.
I rediscovered a new kind of high
One rooted in love, not escape.
In embodiment, not avoidance.
I’ve broken generational cycles.
I’ve dismantled limiting belief systems.
I’ve experienced what true healing feels like when the soul, body, and mind are in harmony.
I’ve held the dream of leading a revolution
And I’ve walked through spiritual combat to earn that vision.
Because now, I know what lives on the other side of pain:
Undeniable faith.
Abundance of gratitude.
Reclaimed sacred power.
Heart Tug Movement was born from divine tribulations, soul lessons, and deep alchemy.
All the pain, all the suffering
It gifted me wisdom.
It initiated me.
This movement chose me.
And I chose to say YES.
I’ve ridden the wild roller coaster of life.
And without the devastating lows…
I don’t think I would’ve ever tasted the beauty of such profound, breathtaking highs.
Now—it’s time to rise.
And I’m rising by showing up, boldly and unapologetically, to reach the masses.
Because I’ve seen too many friends—my father included—take their own lives, battle cancer, chronic illness, or drug addiction ending in fatality.
I cannot keep pressing pause on the revolution I was born to lead.
Our world needs more light.
More joy.
More truth.
Over the years, strangers and friends alike have called me Sunshine~a ray of light.
Now, I understand why I had to overcome so many traumas.
I’m here to illuminate the path for others who are ready to heal.
This is more than a community—It’s a living movement.
A sanctuary for dreamers, conscious creators, and New Earth activists ready to rise, rewrite the rules, and co-create a new reality.
This mission is bigger than me.
It’s divinely guided.
And thank goddess you and I share the same soul vision—
because the community we’re building requires a global soul family to bring it to life.
I’m deeply grateful for every twist, every test, every timeline—because it all brought me here.
To you.
When the call first came to lead a revolution for peace,
I was in Amsterdam—and it felt like World War III was about to erupt.
My new European soul family nicknamed me “Revolutionist Tess.
”Because they could feel it. Something in me was rising. A sacred fire I could no longer contain.
And now, I pray this message finds the souls who are ready.
Not tomorrow—TODAY.
I see you.
I feel you.
We’re living in wild, upredictible times.
With authoritarian energy rising, economies collapsing, and fear being sold on every screen.
But that’s their game.
To pull us away from love.
And we?
We didn’t come here to play their game.
We came here to change it.
To BE the frequency of love.
Because we ARE love.
All of us.
Every single soul.
When I first started my travel vlog—when I began showing up online—I was drowning in imposter syndrome.
I had both toxic and transformative experiences that ultimately grounded me in my purpose and reminded me why I feel called to share my life vulnerably online.
Looking back, I realize now:
I had so much unlearning to do before stepping fully into a role of leadership.
And while I’m still discovering deeper layers of truth, I now carry the confidence of someone who has lived, learned, and came out the other side stronger but also more passionate for my soul's mission.
Through the roller coaster of life, I still actively choose to be the radiant beam of Sunshine landing on your screen.
Do you feel the heat?
Do you see the light?
Now is the time.
Time to rise—together.
To create ripple effects that will reach our children’s children… and generations beyond.
I am wholeheartedly proud of the woman I’ve become and everything I’ve overcome.
I’m ecstatic to share my story… and even more moved knowing you’ll feel that pull in your own heart.
The one that awakens something deeper.
A calling.
Not just within you but, within all of us, across our communities.
This is not just any movement.
This is a sacred soul family gathering. And you are just as vital to this shift as everyone else!
I’ve always been a team player
So please, join our team.
We need you.
The world needs your light.
Your courage.
Your dream.
It’s time to rise up and finally say yes to the life your soul came here to live.
The wisdom keepers, those who have been reading the stars since the dawn of time—globally agree the next 20 years are pivotal. The global elite and leaders in society all predict the same with the rise of AI everyone’s sense of normal is changing exponentially.
Right now, we are in a unique and profound time in history.
There is a global wave of souls remembering, people are waking up!
If you’ve read this far, please know you’re not here by accident.
This is your sign.
Your tug.
Your yes.
We are in this together.
I’m here, extending a loving hug, leaning into your left side, with an open heart— to share a heart hug.
I am ready to walk beside you as you break free from the limiting beliefs, blocks, or burdens holding you back in your reality.
I’ve dedicated the time I once thought I’d spend in grad school to something much more sacred:
Healing.
Truth.
Liberation.
And now—I’m here to help you do the same.
Get liberated with us!!!
We’ve been guided and rewritten life’s definitions—
what success means,
what productivity looks like,
what it truly means to live with purpose.
Through unlearning outdated beliefs, realigning my spirit with my body and sacred truths,
I healed myself to a degree many still believe impossible—
because there’s no such thing as impossible when you remember who you are.
True healing takes work.
It takes community.
It takes choosing yourself—again and again—until your life reflects the love you’ve become.
I’m blessed I've been held in the arms of loving communities around the world.
Places that became portals of transformation, vortexes of awakening, mirrors of my own divinity.
Now, it’s time to bring these activations online.
We understand that not every soul is able to physically pilgrimage to experience deep transformation. Luckily for all of us, the digital realm is now a powerful portal for transformation.
Instead of endless scrolling when you open your smart phone you could enter an uplifting space with your chosen friends, find your soul family.
Together we celebrate our wins of metamorphosis, share positive affirmations, and manifestation tips.
It’s divine.
It’s real.
And we’re making change, together!
At its core, this movement is about service.
Service to community.
Service to our family and friends in need.
Service to soul family seeking connection.
It’s about building lifelong bonds, sharing sacred source codes, and spreading universal truths.
And yes—this community is also a pathway to financial freedom.
Because abundance is our birthright.
Here, light workers can share their offerings and seekers can break free of habits and ways of being that are keeping them suffering.
We are liberation in all forms—spiritual, emotional, physical, financial—is part of the New Earth blueprint.
Technology is our ally.
When used with intention, AI and the internet become divine tools—gateways for global healing, connection, creation, and inspiration.
If something inside you just lit up, do not ignore it.
That flutter in your chest?
That spark in your belly?
That whisper saying “is this it”?
That’s your soul remembering why it came here.
You’re not here to play small.
You’re not here to repeat cycles or wait for the “right time.”
You’re here to rise—boldly, bravely, and with your soul family.
✨ This is your invitation into the Heart Tug Movement of courageous dreamers becoming doers.
An activated doorway of evolution, initiations of truth, and remembrance of who you really are.
A soul sanctuary for visionaries, peace keepers, and warriors of light ready to break free from limitation and manifest their wildest dreams.
Inside, you’ll find: 🤍
😇 A soul-aligned community that truly sees you, supports you, and celebrates you
🌈 Ancient and modern tools to help you awaken, heal, realign, and expand
🔥 Guidance to remember your power, strengthening your natural ability to self-heal and be F#$%*! MAGICAL!
✨ Support in discovering your purpose and using your unique gifts to create a life of freedom, fulfillment, and service
💫 A high-vibe space to strengthen your manifestations, shift limiting beliefs, and step into your fullest expression
🤝 A community of brothers and sisters rooted in faith, connection, and growth—walking this path alongside you
This is where you come home to yourself.
The world is shifting—fast.
These next 5 years (because of the speed of AI and global government shifts) will shape future generations!
This isn’t the time to sit back.
This is the time to say yes to your mission, your magic, your metamorphosis.
Join the community your soul is yearning for!
There are activated communities all over the world building a new way of living, a new way of being.
But to create real impact… we come together here.
If you feel it in your heart, that pull, that knowing—you’re ready.
Ready for the key that unlocks your dreams.
Take the leap.
Follow the tug.
Thank you for leveling up within the Heart Tug community.
This is where intuition becomes action.
Where connection becomes transformation.
Where you stop searching… and start remembering.
Let’s rise together because the future is calling, and it’s even more beautiful with YOU in it.
✨ Your voice matters.
✨ Your presence shifts everything.
✨ Your dream is part of something bigger.
Say yes to your becoming.
Say yes to your magic.
Say yes to the path your heart has been guiding you toward.
This isn’t random.
This is your Heart Tug.
This is your moment.
This is your movement.
This is your time.
Let’s build what we came here for!
Together, we rise. ❤️
XXO
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