Sometimes the hardest struggles are the ones no one sees.
I donβt usually share personal things online, but perhaps this will benefit someone.
There was a period when I opened Skool every day with hope,
and closed it feeling quiet disappointment.
Not because the platform was wrong,
but because life felt heavy.
Responsibilities.
Family obligations.
Financial pressure.
A heart that wanted stability and a mind that never rested.
I tried sincerely.
I learned.
I stayed patient.
I kept saying, βIn shΔβ Allah, it will work.β
Months passed, and outwardly I seemed fine.
Inside, I felt the weight of wanting to provide with dignity.
Not shame for lack of effort
but concern for amanah (responsibility).
Then Allah opened a door in a simple way.
Through someone in the community, I was guided toward a clear direction.
No noise.
No confusion.
Just a structured path and consistent action.
By the permission of Allah, things finally began to work online
in a way I never experienced before.
Today, Iβm not here to impress anyone.
Iβm only sharing because what Iβm doing now brings real, consistent results
without consuming oneβs life.
You can still keep your 9β5
and build quietly on the side, with balance and intention.
If youβre feeling stuck, overwhelmed, or unsure of your next step,
I understand more than you may think.
Youβre welcome to message me privately
if you want to know what helped me.
No pressure.
No promises.
Just an honest conversation.