I don't know who knows my TRAUMA story. I will share a bit here. ππ½ββοΈ
It culminated in Complex PTSD, and severe limitations in employment, relationships, cognition, memory and emotional regulation, for me. π·π½ββοΈ
My survival mode is: FIGHT. And that has gotten more and more ......dysregulated, with each toxic relationship that I have. π€Έπ½π€Έπ½π€Έπ½π€Έπ½π€Έπ½
I now have pretty severe WORK related trauma. π©π½βπ«
I chose, just last week, to go FULL NO CONTACT with my Mother, which at Christmas is pretty painful. π€°π½
What I am also choosing to do; connect with my Mother in the past, when she and I were close, and she was a compassionate and loving parent. π
I Definitely feel child-like right now. Living in my Amygdala. πͺπ½
Can anyone relate?