DAY 2 IS OFFICIALLY FINISHED.... and you guys are NEVER going to believe this...
JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
WE'RE GETTING A COMEBACK!!!! ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญโค๏ธ
YES... YOU READ THAT RIGHT!!
K'S "ACCIDENTAL" SPOILER YESTERDAY WAS ACTUALLY A SPOILER FOR THEIR KOREAN COMEBACK!!! ๐๐คฃ IT'S OFFICIAL!!! THE COMEBACK IS COMING ON SEPTEMBER 8TH THIS YEAR!! ๐ฅโค๏ธ
So... congratulations, K. You really couldn't keep the secret. ๐ I guess that's just K being K. Honestly, at this point I'm not even surprised anymore because it's ALWAYS K who ends up spoiling something. ๐ญ๐คฃ
AND YOU CAN LITERALLY HEAR MY SCREAM IN THE VIDEO THE SECOND THE NOTIFICATION POPPED UP ON THE BIG SCREEN HAHAHA. I WAS BASICALLY LIKE, "SHUT THE FUCK UP... YOU BETTER NOT BE JOKING, YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!" ๐ญ๐ I was staring at the screen for a few seconds because my brain genuinely stopped working. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Then it suddenly hit me... K REALLY DID SPOIL THE COMEBACK YESTERDAY. ๐ญ๐คฃ I honestly love how everyone thought he was just talking too much, but in the end he actually gave us the biggest spoiler of the year.
But now let's talk about today's concert...
OH. MY. GOD.
I honestly didn't think they could top Day 1.
I WAS SO WRONG.
TODAY WAS EVEN BETTER. I HAD EVEN MORE FUN THAN YESTERDAY, WHICH I DIDN'T THINK WAS POSSIBLE. I screamed louder, sang louder, laughed more, cried more... I literally gave this concert EVERYTHING I had. I honestly don't even know where all that energy came from because I thought I had already used it all yesterday. ๐ญ
And yes... I CRIED AGAIN DURING "WHO AM I." ๐ญ I told myself before the concert, "Okay... maybe today I won't cry because I already cried yesterday." Yeah... that lasted about five seconds. ๐ The moment the song started, I already knew I was done for. There was absolutely no saving me. I was literally standing there trying to convince myself not to cry... and then I cried anyway. ๐ญ
By the end of the concert, I had completely lost my voice. Like... COMPLETELY. Talking hurts. Swallowing hurts. Even laughing hurts.
BUT WAS IT WORTH IT?
ABSOLUTELY.
100%.
WITHOUT A SINGLE DOUBT.
I would lose my voice a hundred more times if it meant experiencing these two days all over again. Fuck the fact that I have my speaking exam in two days... future me can deal with that problem because PRESENT ME HAS ABSOLUTELY NO REGRETS. ๐๐ญ
These two concerts gave me memories I'll never forget. I laughed so much. I cried so much. I screamed until I couldn't scream anymore. I sang every single song with everyone around me. I watched thousands of lightsticks lighting up the entire venue. I watched them perform with so much passion, energy, happiness, and love for the stage. Seeing them smile while performing honestly made me smile even more.
And somehow... these two and a half hours disappeared in what felt like ten minutes. Seriously... HOW?? I remember the intro starting and thinking, "I have the whole concert ahead of me." Then suddenly they were already doing the ending ment. I was literally sitting there thinking, "WAIT... THAT'S IT? IT CAN'T BE OVER ALREADY." ๐ญ
I still can't believe it's over. Honestly... I don't think reality has hit me yet. Part of me is still sitting in that arena, screaming at the top of my lungs, waving my lightstick, singing every lyric, and watching them perform. I already miss hearing everyone scream together. I already miss the excitement before the lights went down. I already miss the atmosphere. I already miss them.
Thank you for giving me two of the happiest days of my life. These are memories I'll carry with me forever, and I genuinely don't think I'll ever forget how these two days made me feel. They were everything I hoped for... and somehow even more.
Now I have to go back to reality...
...and I already miss them. ๐ญโค๏ธ
I hope I'll get to see them again someday.
Until then...
I'll keep replaying these memories over and over again, watching my videos a hundred times, smiling like an idiot every single time, and counting the days until I can see them again.
Thank you for everything. โค๏ธ๐