How do you expect things to just be the same,
When I actually needed yous, yaz never came,
Years and years I tried to be even just accepted by all of you,
Till one day I decided I got better shit to do,
The weight that lifted left my shoulders feeling light,
Like I could spread my wings and take flight,
And one thing I found in myself that I needed to,
Was that I never needed any of you,
But I can't go back and want something that can never be,
Like most in my life you wanted me to be someone other than me,
The ones who'd literally known me since day one,
But didn't know me at all interest taken in me was none,
And you lot carry on like everything is normal and fine,
I don't think we'll make it there in this life time.
I know that you all tried you all did what you could,
It's not any of your fault I feel misunderstood,
But don't think your surprise visits come as a treat,
Yaz really just push me back a couple of feet,
I've never been apart of ya pack,
I'm way past accepting that,
So if your visits are cause you think you have to for me,
Then stop cause it's unessesary,
Maybe unburdening yourselfs with me,
Can help you in future to leave me be!