I thought that I knew the answer to this question. I sat with it for a while, changed my mind a couple of times and prayed on it a lot. However it wasn't until I had a conversation with my son that I realized the reason why I am doing this had changed. He reminded me that I have spent the majority of my life taking care of other people. Doing anything and everything for everybody. That in the process of being "Superwoman" I forgot about the most important person. I forgot about myself. Trading and investing is something that I have always wanted to do and now that I have the opportunity to do so. I am going all the way. I'm doing this for me.