I wake in the wreckage of yesterdays,
my body a ledger of broken promises.
The mirror tells two truths—
the ghost I was, and the woman still painting herself back in.Syringes of sunlight pierce the blinds,
the light hurts, but I let it—
a small mercy that burns cleaner than the flame I once chased.In the ache, I find rhythm. In the ruin, I find rhyme.
Every brushstroke bleeds confession,
every lyric claws toward air.They called me lost; I call myself becoming.
The canvas doesn’t flinch when I tremble.
It takes the shaking hand,
turns it into something holy, scarred, and alive.Survival isn’t soft; it’s a howl made human.
Art is the only pulse I can trust—
beating fierce,
a reminder that I am still here.