I was alone, so alone
I got a craving for the
First time in years
And they sat in my car
As I signed my life away
To heroin
You saw it all, God
But I didn't know
But You came later
But You were probably there
And after many nights of death
It finally ended
And though I crave
I know it's not worth
Losing You
My pills they help
And the drunk feeling fades
I choose You, Father
But the feelings were so good
And so strong
I think that I would rather
Just go to Heaven tonight.