You are just full of sickness that has been trapped inside your body, that has been accumulating for years & years & years. This is what's causing you to have “mental health problems”. It's not just because your brain is so messed up that you can't be fixed or that you just came into the world that way. I'm willing to bet this something very bad happened to you at one point & it really messed you up & now you are having a reaction to it. In my personal opinion, it is probably very justified. God only knows what you've been through & I am so deeply sorry that you had to go through all of that but I promise you that you're not broken. You're not mentally ill & you're not unfixable.
Yes, neurobiology plays a huge role. There are some conditions that we do come into the world with like autism, for example. This doesn't necessarily mean that something is wrong with you. The wiring of your brain is just different & trauma also plays a giant role in how we turn out. People who are neurodivergent tend to have a more extreme reaction to traumatic events, usually a much more extreme reaction than people who are neurotypical. So if you have something like autism or ADHD or both & then you throw a traumatic childhood on top of that, no wonder you're having the reaction that you do. No wonder you're struggling so much.
You are not broken & there's nothing wrong with your brain. Your brain is just reacting to traumatic events on top of its own neurobiology. This nonsense that you're just broken & that something is wrong with you is a lie that is fed to you by the mental health system. They profit from keeping you in cycles of confusion & from keeping you from understanding the true nature of your soul.
For over 12 years, I have been working with psychedelic medicine to treat my mental health after years & years of traumatic events. That have just layered on top of one another. At one point I thought I was broken too. I thought that I would never be able to cure myself because I was completely & utterly brainwashed by the mental health system. Jumping from medication to medication that just did not work for me & jumping from therapist to therapist that didn't even know what they were doing. I'm not saying that every therapist & psychiatrist is brain dead, has bad intentions or is trying to harm you. They do what they do from a place of wanting to help but even people who have gone to school for psychology are completely clueless on how to treat mental health.
Eventually I got sick & tired of feeling stuck & I started to heal myself in my own way & lo & behold, it actually worked. My life expanded after I begin working with psychedelic medicine & once I stopped listening to people who had only ever been to school & read a book, and I actually started to explore the depths of my consciousness. I was able to cure myself of all of the pain & suffering that I used to experience. I cured myself with things that they told me that I would never be able to cure, things that they told me that I was always going to need to be on pharmaceuticals for. I cured all of it by doing extensive work with psychedelics.
I'm not saying that my healing journey is over, healing as a journey that never really ends, especially when you've been through trauma but after all the work that I did with the medicine, I have reached such a beautiful place in my life where I'm not held back by all the things that used to hold me back. I'm so incredibly thankful that I took that leap & started to heal myself alternatively, it was one of the best decisions that I ever made. I am now here offering guidance and access for those that want to take that leap as well.