But I couldn't overcome what happened. I attempted suicide by taking pills and drinking an energy drink (everything but), but it didn't work, and I ended up in the hospital. After that, I returned to school because I was convinced to do so, but I was with boys who were four years younger than me. However, over time and with the help of friends and family, I began to find a way to move forward. I immersed myself in my studies and extracurricular activities, finding a new passion in art where I fell in love again with a girl and over time, my heart healed although I never forgot my first girlfriend.