I can’t find it
I lost it
It went away
I can’t find it
I lost it
She went away
I can’t find it
I lust it
She never stayed
We can’t find it
We lost it
We both strayed
Hopes & fears
Through all the years
I Don’t wanna stay
I try to call for help
But to my dismay
No one comes
No one helps
They all stay away
But they’ll come to my funeral
They’ll come and cry & say
“I wish he’d called me when he needed someone to say:-“
“Don’t be too hard on yourself, you’ve done so much you’ve come such a very long way”
You know we love you please don’t leave us don’t you dare go away
They’ll cry & moan & on the phone they’ll discuss how “he was too hard on himself anyway”
They’ll console themselves there was nothing they could do anyway
When all I wanted was some empathy & a friend to say :-
You know we love you please don’t stay away
When all I wanted through my desperate days was one single person to say ;-
“I love you please don’t go away”
But still I lie here all alone
Forlorn forgotten in Dismay
No one to talk to
No one to comfort me & say
I love you I love you I love you
Please please please please stay
I’m desperate I’m forgotten until my funeral day
I can’t call you I can’t hear your voice my children please come to your father & hold me & tell me everything is ok
I made mistakes I did wrong I wish I had listened to my father when he said
You’ll lose everyone no one will want to know you if you keep going through life this way
Oh spirit oh good lord oh universe help me I pray
Find me a home
Find me a purpose & perhaps I will want to stay
I miss my life my garden my dogs
Oh lord oh higher power oh universe
I don’t want to stay
Give me a reason give me a sign
Give me a purpose
You’ve always come to me but not this day
This time I call for you but you don’t come
What is there left to say
He was a good man, honest working man
He did his best they’d say
But look now he was a trier he just couldn’t play
The game of life oh what a strife he didn’t half pay