What has God brought you THROUGH?
2 years ago everything started to fall apart for me. From the beginning of the year my former partner started too heavily disrespect me around the same time one of my closest and oldest friends was going through mental abuse from the blood women in his life and partner. Then July hit and that’s where 3 major events happened. One week my friend called saying he needed help so i went to him to try to help him calm down, when i got there he was drinking with his gun outside. He wanted to show me he pulled the trigger twice and the bullet didn’t go off. As we were talking i paced all the way to the end of the apartment, when i turned he had the gun pointed at his head again and I don’t know how but i jolted across so fast to him and was able to take the gun from him and dissembled the gun and took it with me. He was going to try to kill himself with a gun i had sold him years back. The week after that my former partner confirmed she was going to leave me and live as she wanted, that same week my friend got booked. The week after i went through her phone and found out i was living nothing but a lie, and went to do a 12 hour overnight shift. As i was working i checked my facebook and saw a good old childhood friend post something strange so i decided to wait an hour to message him during my break. I did but no response. That morning i got out from work while driving to an apartment I didn’t want to be in seeing a person i did want to even look at, i got a call from one of my best friends saying that same friend was having troubles with his woman and ended up drinking heavily and ran himself into a post and died. Then one night i asked my ex to leave the apartment, i was on the sofa crying asking God for help but my heart was pounding so hard i started to ask I don’t want to die here God show me something, and he showed me the book NLP the essentials guide i used to study and an episode of the jujutsu kaisen show where he used the reversed cursed technique to heal himself. Negative times a negative equals a positive. I reran all those events in my head over and over to what in my mind felt like a week until i heard what sounded like an analog tv turn off and I didn’t feel the pain anymore. After that anyone who tried to hurt me didn’t work
What makes you angry about what you see in the world of the church?
Religion. All these different religions thinking one is more right than the other. Using the name of Christ to condemn instead of working together. These different sections shouldn’t be different religions they should all work together as different part of one whole body just like in 1 Corinthians 11-13. I would go to church and see nothing but Luke warmness. Parents letting their kids draw in their seats, having their phones ringing during mass while the priest lets it happen instead of correcting them. Seeing how my catholic family has the right idea of following the act of the last supper but getting lost in idolizing saints and Mary when they’re supposed to look at them for inspiration. All these religions forget that Jesus left us with the mission of doing miracles in his name not just do some prayers for other and hope God helps them. Where supposed to be out here making believers of people all over the world not just through our kindness but through the literal power we have in the name of Jesus Christ .
What do people always come to you for?
I have friends that want to know the bible like i do. They want to know how i can still love and forgive. Where i get my calmness and wisdom from. They ask me for advice on how they should go about for the hard trials they go through. Sometimes they call me when they are really going through and they don’t know who else to call because they know how close i am to God even if their faith is shaken. I keep telling them over and over and over that the same power that rose Jesus from the grave is within us by the Holy Spirit. We can do thing in the name of Christ that people haven’t seen in thousands of years. It makes me come alive telling that the stories of peter bringing Tabitha back up , Paul being fine after being bitten by a snake, to his clothes healing people because his faith was so big in Jesus it even rubbed of on pieces of cloth. It is written, “verily, verily, i say unto you, he that believeth on me, the works that i do he shall do also; and greater than these shall he do; because i go unto my father.”
My message is its time to have absolute belief in the power we have with the name of Jesus, our brother and sisters are getting beheaded because they believe in their false gods and idols. It’s time to show people through the miracles we can do in the name of Jesus Christ so that they can witness there is only one truth and one way so that everyone within due time kneel to the one true living God YHWH.