You are trying to gain back control of your life. You've been thinking nonstop about how you used to feel about yourself, thats your patience level has become nonexistent. The food you eat isnt what you want bit you eat it anyway. You pray for someone to save you or protect and guide you. You are desperate to find the peace that everyone else seems to have.
You are in an abusive relationship or two but one overshadows the other greatly. One person in your life believes that they have a right to tell you what to do, how to think, where to go and how to act. They are extremely bullheaded and strong, and they do not want to let you go.
Something in your anf their lives is a out to blow up. These wannabes are getting tossed out of your home soon. Universe and spirit are working towards this next phase and will forcefully remove anyone thay refuses to leave. Even if you have a little bit of guilt for it or anxiety, spirit doesnt not care, they need to go.
This will be a hard transition and major lesson for you but it will also be the best thing to ever happen to you. This cycle is ending for you, you can take a breath and rest for a bit. Sleep, eat proper, self-reflection, self-care and patience with yourself will go a long way. It took a long time to create these patterns it will take a while to unlearn them.
Be well ❤️ #darknighthealing