🔥 My Phoenix Moment 🔥
Hello lovely souls! 🥰
So, I just wanted to share my story of what this year has brought me.
It's been an intense rollercoaster of emotions.
Spoiler...
There's a happy ending,
keep reading! ❤️
Let me start by telling you this...
This year I have been:
🦋Low in energy
🦋About €5000 in debt
🦋Insecure and feeling guilty
(mostly because of baby loss)
🦋Not knowing where I was going in life
🦋(Almost) broken up with my husband, not living together for some months
🦋Self-doubting if I would ever accomplish anything
🦋Deeply unhappy with my job at the time with a ridiculously low income of just €1000 per month (and it absolutely drained the energy out of me)
🔥And then... 🔥
I experienced what I like to call my Phoenix Moment!
My husband and I had been living together again for a few months.
We are in a good place.
But, one evening he was ranting at me - or so it felt in that moment.
Afterwards, he said it wasn't his intention to tear me down.
He just wanted to motivate me to take control of my life and get my sh! together. To grow up (quote).
He said the things I have been saying to myself in my mind - which I felt guilty about because I don't want to bring myself down as I do love myself in every situation.
However, what he said hit me hard.
Real hard. And something inside of me clicked.
I knew I needed to change something because I was feeling as if time was slipping through my fingers.
Every day was the same. I had stopped working and still only had €1000 per month until the end of my contract and then it would be financial benefits from the government...
I had no money to do what I love doing most:
To be creative and to travel.
I did not want to become a nanny again, something I had done for years, but it would be the key to become financially stable and that's what I need most right now. I had all the time in the world anyway, but no money to enjoy my time!
So I decided to become a nanny again. To get out of this mess and to create my own peace of mind.
Which is my number one priority from now on.
Within DAYS after our talk, I had found 2 families to work for.
Which means I have created stability already.
I will finally have enough money to pay the bills, my groceries, and luxuries.
I will finally be able to travel again, which makes me so excited!!!
One of my goals is to become a travel photographer and to write travel blogs, in a way the reader feels like they're there as well. So with this new income I will be able to afford plane tickets and I will finally be ticking off my bucket list - slowly but surely.
I have been daydreaming about this for so long and now it is my reality.
From not being able to even buy the smallest things for myself to being abundant... anything is possible if you just set your mind to it. Babysteps are also progress! Just be kind to yourself - don't criticise yourself too much, just on a healthy level to motivate yourself. And sometimes you just need an external push, even though that may be uncomfortable... I am really grateful to my husband for helping me become the best version of myself.
We might be completely different (Scorpio woman, Taurus man) but we complement each other.
If this story inspires just one single person, my goal has been fulfilled.
Thanks for anyone that has read the entire story, it has become quite a long post 😂🤷🏼‍♀️
Much love
Esther
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