Sexual Mastery personal reflections

This ceremony showed me I have been holding back the full force of my creative energy because of fear and shame of people thinking I'm crazy, scary or too much, and even to protect others from my energy. I absorb and take on the emotional energy of others, which feels taxing on my nervous system. It drains me to the point of exhaustion sometimes, creates more trauma, stress, and fear of what else I must unwillingly take on that isn't mine. Not feeling safe blocks me from feeling passion because I'm spending an enormous amount of energy holding myself back instead of releasing what I have.

Instead, I would rather build a foundation of safety, a boundary of security around and within me to emanate my own radiance to have the ability to just say fuck it and thrive, let go to trust in my own internal guidance and surrender to source. This can be easier said than done throughout the day, especially when what I'm receiving from the environment feels very intense and bigger than me, so I need to charge myself to serve the whole.

I see that I can radiate my own energy outward authentically by breathing in and out intentionally, we grow our field through our breath. I want to be the one to decide where to direct my energy, channel my power, unite the divine feminine and masculine. I want to be an example of empowerment rather than victimhood.

It was a pleasure and a blessing to dance and breathe with you all again. I'm curious to hear what you experienced today. Thank you. Much love everyone. 💚

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