11d • Devotionals
Our healer— running from pain and tears.
“If it costs my comfort, I’ll still give, cause broken worship still is”
“Let the oil flow— let the tears roll, let the healing show”
“Oil and tears that’s how He healed me”
Oil and tears - DERRICA B
I’ve been running from the tears that come thinking that I am weak— thinking that I am faithless because my heart is still broken in areas I haven’t acknowledged— thinking that I am not filled enough even when I meditate on His word. I find myself just crying but NOT wanting to.
He showed me He is still healing me (psalm 34:18) I began a fast— on Sunday I prepared myself, slowed all the way down, quieted my soul like a child weaned on its mother’s breast (psalm 131:2)
I gave Him ROOM and I felt PEACE.
the fast started Monday and the very first day I was just BROKEN! — tears flowing like the river in the wasteland!
I didn’t understand ⁉️ “God?! Why am I so weak!? What is this?!” I’ve been wrestling everyday since.
He blessed me with a wonderful and God centered therapist who honors my beliefs and she opened my eyes to the HEALING— I have to sit in it and trust the Potters Hands. ✍🏽🙏🏽🤞🏽
I’ve been running like Jonah from the pain only HE can HEAL ME from.
Running from uncomfortable emotions that I feel in my own understanding “I should be past that already” …
Today I am meditating on Him as I’ve picked up another shift at work and He gave me a vision of just Him peeling off the layers of distrust, self condemnation, pain that I didn’t even know I had anymore. I see His hands and I hear “safe”
I had to share.
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Our healer— running from pain and tears.
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