What got me here! · Awakening

What got me here!

I've battled with Mental health most of my life. I go the the storm here and there. I previously had a awesome 5 yr of normalcy. Then something traumatic happened and all that disappeared. I'm 48 so this isn't my first rodeo. I ended up going inpatient (felt like an adult timeout lol) I didn't get any real help, but I guess I needed that time out. When I came home a short while letter I felt the nudge to learn about the universe. I then went in to 5 days of darkness. All I did was cry. I couldn't go to the store with out a crying outburst. After that I started looking at moments from my past and this time I wasn't in the moment I was looking at that moment. Watching all of these moments, no good moments mind you. For the first time I wasn't emotionally over it. I wasn't mad at anyone that did me wrong. I was more mad at myself for allowing it. I realized that I am the cause of my depression. That's a people pleaser for you. I see alot of number signs. Like 444,1111, 555 etc. So I guess after all that I would say I'm here to connect with people who are going through the awakening. Trying to talk to someone that isn't ready yet well 😩 So everyone feel free to reach out. I'm not here to pull people to the path. Just looking for friends to walk with on the way✨️

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