I am a firm believer in the saying "You are a reflection of the company you keep". I've hung out with A LOT of people who took me out of character, put me in less than desirable situations,and even damn near killed. I was in a cycle of insanity. "If I hang out with the guys tonight, I'll behave."...That was NEVER the case. At some point chaos becomes normalcy and the destructive behavior becomes progressively worse and worse. I prayed that I would break the cycle one day even if it killed me. One day I said enough is enough and burnt every bridge that led to a dead end . I rather be a one man show than be associated with the circus. People CAN change. If I can whoever needs to hear it YOU CAN TOO!