26d • General discussion
Energetic pondering
For most of my adult life, I’ve carried this high level of positivity and a wild amount of optimism. It’s served me well, and it’s lifted the people around me too. I never really let myself get dragged into the darker states, the heaviness, the shadows of my life.
But lately — over the last few years in particular — I’ve noticed that shift. Now and then, I find myself slipping into darker places. Even when I try to stay optimistic, I allow myself to drop in and actually feel the things I used to avoid. I’ve stopped fighting it. I’ve released some of that control.
I can’t maintain that old “high frequency” all the time anymore… and honestly, it’s wild. But this level of honesty and vulnerability has also set me free in a way. I’m still sitting with it, still figuring out what it all means… but it feels real. And it feels needed.
I feel like there is more at play here energetically which is out of my control and that's Okay.
Big love,
Benny
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