@Artūrs Valters I see, thanks. Yeah I kinda just not sure. My brain kinda stops when I talk (if there is any talking, most of the time I stop before the talking part 😭😂)with someone that I specifically like, I guess it's just some pressure I need to take off and pretend it's just another day talking with someone in the gym so I can chill.

@Artūrs Valters Yes thank you! Have a nice day!

Physical: Pull day at the gym. Accountability: Finished some house chores that I've put aside for quite a while. Mental: Watched some videos about biology. Spiritual: Read a poem called "The End" by Julian Gough about the meaning of an individual's suffering and life. I read this every now and then to refresh my low spirits, and always feel emotional after lol

I'm trying to get to university, either going for a medicine undergrad program or a degree that allows me to teach (mainly biology). I really like helping and teaching people, because then I can feel like I'm useful for this world and other people. But lately I'm thinking about pursuing literature, writing, ancient history, or sociology (specifically about the connection between science and religion in modern era). Although I'm afraid I'm not gonna do well in the uni entrance exam since most people get some tutoring but I don't get any (for financial reason).

That's definitely an interesting idea to get more people joining the community. However, as the community grow, I'm afraid it will be a burden to you. I mean there are ways so you don't have to type it out manually, but you still have to edit in the part to the video.

Thank you as well for creating this platform for us to share our thoughts and concerns.