When I was 17, I was very depressed and had severe eating disorders. I was incredibly lonely even though I went to school every day. It started when I was 14 when my world was completely turned upside down when I found out that I had a different father than the one I thought was my father, so my little sister was just my half-sister and my grandmother and grandfather and my cousins ​​were not my relatives, etc. My father moved in with my mother and me and it felt incredibly strange and foreign. I came out of the depression when I was about to turn 20 and had six months left of my high school education. I studied a 4-year biochemistry/technology high school education that gave me an engineering education in biotechnology and which allowed me to get a job straight after high school, unlike most other high schools. That time taught me that if I can handle this, I will be able to handle “anything”. Life has many ups and downs, family members get sick, you have children and all that that entails. I got sick myself and have not been able to work full-time since the children were born, which has meant very poor finances throughout their entire upbringing. I retrained when they were small to be a nurse and then to be a district nurse because of my pain problems that meant I could no longer do the laboratory work. I was able to work my job as a nurse in medical telephone advice until the year I turned 50 and since then I have been at home, I will be 61 in 9 days. Without these experiences, I would not have been who I am today and I am deeply grateful for that today. Every trial provides invaluable experience, the most recent trial was last month when my husband almost died before he got help for his abdominal pain that he had had since April and sought emergency care 3 times without them examining him properly, they thought they were saving money when they waited with a CT scan, but it ended with emergency CT, emergency abdominal surgery and 3 days in intensive care plus another surgery and another 5 days in a regular ward. He has been seriously ill for some time with pulmonary fibrosis and heart failure so his recovery has been very slow. I really hope that nothing very serious has happened to you and that things will get better soon. When you get over this time you will think back and feel that you made it through this even though it was tough and every time a new trial comes you will come out of it stronger. When it is at its worst you have to take it one day at a time, sometimes even an hour at a time until it turns around. Allow yourself to just be and do what is needed for the moment, everything will work out in the end. Take care of yourself and your family together and dare to ask for help when you need it. Together you will also get through this situation that you are in right now. Bless you all! ❤️

@Jan Danielewicz thank you, my husband is getting better for every day now. You are a strong young man and you will get through this ”road bump” on your way to success. l’m sure about that. One day at a time and you will be there someday. ❤️

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@Lol Skate 😉

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@Jan Danielewicz the 90 mm is also a fantastic lens, a little more expensive and heavier. I bought mine used so l saved a little that way.

@Jan Danielewicz yes he’s my little sweetheart ❤️

You can’t take for granted that anyone would care about you and help you when needed. You need to take responsibility for your own actions in life. You can choose to help others, but never rely upon others to help you when you need them to.