What are Your favourite books for growth or spirituality? I am big book lover I would love to hear Your recommendations. Already have big TBR (to be read) of books but it wont hurt to add some more😄

I woke up around 11:10 am from an interesting dream. I didn't want to wake up due to feeling aches and the cold. My sleeping habits aren't constant due to my job and my broken toe. I've had to deal with these conditions because of a legal situation, my health has taken a huge hit from my "normal" life. I wrote down the things in my dream in the simplist way and began my meditation. I chose to focus on "passing" because I passed two spiritual test in my dream. I'm trying to breath and find comfort. My nostrils dry, the light hurting and I cant concentrate. I passed, I passed, I need black out curtains. Trying to relax, I passed, I passed, I cant concentrate I cant breath, Im not happy, im not comfortable. I hear my mother talking to my sister I love my sister. Im forcing myself to focus to concentrate, I remember its okay to have thoughts, a slight relief. My head hurts but I passed the sex test, I passed the fear test, I actually passed the self control test. I focus on passing the thought of passing my work situation and legal situation. Too many distractions I don't feel well, breath, breath. Before I know it my time was completed.... i then continued to write my Awareness experience simply. Then I remembered the last "chapter" of my dream and had to jotted it down beside the Awareness notes. I had the most vivid dream experience that deep within I was proud but I still feel like sh...

Hey what’s going on, My name is Axel and I’m in car sales, I’m in an extremely competitive environment where I work and from what I’ve learned, operating from a state of peace and allowing things to come is what magnetises your desired reality toward you, But whenever I feel I peace and that I feel abundant, my sales tend to go down However when I’m in a state of anger, I want to go for every customer, beat my competitors, and prove the doubters at work wrong I sell much much more I deliberately put myself in a state of anger to sell more, I don’t like being angry, I would say that I’m peaceful, care about people and stay to myself But being angry is exhausting especially at a consistent basis at work but my personality doesn’t mesh in the environment I’m in I was seeing if anyone has been able to balance both worlds especially in sales

is it considered ok to work on manifestations during a solar eclipse?

What is your truth when walking on your spiritual path? How did you approach it? (A question taken from a video in one of the courses) My journey was a very dark spiritual awakening. Experiencing the hole I had dug myself into so many years. Buried in my insecurities and my fears. Taking a hallucinogenic was my go to when I had wanted to heal and was also a way of me fitting in with a new crowd.(I would have to say my healing journey had been developed in a very mysterious way). I always grew up in tuned with my culture and in a way it did form my sense of self identity. When approaching my journey I did notice my gifts and my intentions. Of course I always had looked into how to heal this, how to heal that etc. Constantly running to things I thought would help me in any way. Every experience I realized my limits and along with my inner truth. In this journey I was for sure meant to walk a narrow path. This life I was meant to heal and to be persistent with myself. I soon felt resentment towards it. I didn’t want to get up knowing I had to do certain things for my soul. I seen myself be lazy with myself and I would ask how come I feel this way. Now I see the changes in myself the love I have for myself projecting on to others and it makes sense to me others it might not. We don’t always have to believe others word for word. There is truth in some but it’s always what you feel is right within. In one of the videos Irah provided for us (which I’m so thankful for!!☺️) it mentions how there’s a bit of truth in everything but it is what aligns with you. Hearing that from someone else validated my thoughts and my feelings. I also hope that someone else may feel validated by my past experiences in some way or form.