So I recently got baptized and before making that decision. I took a moment to be aware of my sins in life. The one that i have been combatting with most before getting baptized and even now is lust and self-pleasure. Where they both have just been all in my head but just recently I fell back into that sin, which left me feeling less of myself than usual. I don't feel confident to share this to the people Im close with, for help .. This all has left me in a stuck position overthinking if i will ever get passed this sin to thinking what if this is the sin that separates me from God forever .. it truly sucks here 💔 I feel like I’ve done everything in the book to help combat lust & self pleasure .. if you’re reading this my spirit would appreciate the guidance and prayers for me to really overcome this barrier in my life