Before sleep I watch some introductory video on skool community Such a busy day Last time slept = 3:30 - 4:00 am Wake up = 1:30 pm Home chores = 1:30 - 3:00 pm Pray zahur Cooking = till 5:00 pm Pray asar Tea time + snacks making = till 6:30 Pray magrib Then half to 1 hour rest Prepared dinner + family time = till 10:00 pm Visit doctor = 10:00 - 11:00 Walking + some groceries = 12 : 00 am Whole day I was thinking Kay kab time milay or m notes likho I have so many queries and also want tips and advice from you guys . ( Usually Meri itni hectic routine nh Hoti meri mama ki tabiyaat thori kharab thi so that why I'll take over )

Video Notes – “Spend time with yourself” (Sir Haroon) Is video se mujhe ye bohot clear samajh aaya ke akela waqt guzarna boring nahi hota, balke ye insan ko andar se strong banata hai. 1. Jab hum thori dair ke liye sab band karke sirf apne saath baith jate hain (mobile, log, shor se door) tab dimaag fresh hota hai. New ideas aate hain, dil halka hota hai, aur soch clear hoti hai. Yehi waqt hota hai jahan creativity unlock hoti hai. 2. Sir ne bataya ke agar hum din ke sirf 15 minute apne saath guzarte hain, to hum zyada behtar decisions lete hain. Mera maanna hai ke ye 15 minute hamari puri zindagi ka direction change kar sakte hain. 3. Hum apne aap se jo baatein karte rehte hain, wo humara future banati hain. Agar hum kehte rehte hain “main kuch nahi kar sakta” to hum waqai kuch nahi kar pate. Lekin agar hum apne aap se kahein “main seekh raha hoon, main better ho raha hoon” to mind usko sach samajh leta hai. 4. Ek hoti hai negative awaaz: “Tujh se nahi hoga, tu late hai, tu weak hai” Aur ek hoti hai conscious positive awaaz: “Tu try kar raha hai, tu improve ho raha hai, tu kar lega” Sir ne mujhe sikhaya ke mujhe negative awaaz ko ignore karke positive awaaz ko follow karna hai. 5. Jab main apna din likhta hoon (journal) to mere thoughts ek jagah ajate hain. Mujhe samajh aata hai ke maine aj kya sahi kiya, kya ghalat, aur kal kya better kar sakta hoon. Ye mere liye ek mirror ki tarah hai. 6. Allah se baat karna: asal sukoon Sab se powerful baat jo mujhe is video se milli wo ye thi ke jab main Allah se apne din ki baat karta hoon, apni problems, apni confusion, apni hopes batata hoon — to andar se bohot sukoon milta hai. Lagta hai jaise koi mera bojh le raha hai. Ye video sirf ek normal lesson nahi tha, ye self-discovery ka lesson tha. Ab main roz thora waqt apne aap ko aur Allah ko dene ki koshish karoon ga, InshaAllah.

Sometimes You Feel Just Tired of everything and feel like it's only me that I face these things these troubles in my life. I don't know how to explain I need some suggestions and motivation.

Alhamdulillah for moments like this. If someone had told me 10 years ago that one day I would buy something this meaningful with my own money, I wouldn’t have believed it. I was a completely different version of myself back then unsure, dependent, and never imagining I’d reach a point where I could provide for myself. But life has a way of unfolding in the most unexpected ways. Allah has a way of guiding you gently, step by step, even when you don’t notice it. This MacBook wasn’t bought from freelancing it’s from the money I earned through tuitions. And I’m sharing this because sometimes we all need a reminder: Growth takes time. Consistency matters. And every small effort made with trust in Allah eventually leads you somewhere beautiful. If you’re on your journey, don’t stop. Your duaas, your struggles, your little steps they will all be worth it, In shaa Allah. Here’s to new beginnings and silent prayers becoming visible blessings. 🌿✨

Day 5/12/2025 The day was good. Firstly, I woke up at 8 o’clock. From 8 to 9, I emailed professors for PhD acceptance. After that, my kids woke up, and I prepared breakfast for them. Then I helped them with their basic needs, like changing their diapers, and done with breakfast. We spent some quality time together, which was very beneficial for my kids. After that, I turned on my laptop and started working on my Genetic AI project. After studying for 4 to 5 hours continuously, I felt really exhausted. So I turned off my laptop, spent some time with my kids, fulfilled their other needs, and did some house chores. Later, around 8 o’clock, I got back to work and did some research about Genetic AI and API keys, but I got stuck. Then I took a 20 to 30-minute rest and attended my husband’s call. After that, I turned on my laptop again and explored different AI tools for learning. Allhamdulliah... Day was productive..