This is streaming in from the collective conscious, clearly, because I have been tapped into the purge kind of energy, incarnated stuff, and then whatever purging taking place behind the veil... the body clears out. I had a wicket night of night sweats, terrible sleep, and what I was telling Claudia, I had TERRIBLE body odor... But what I am receiving LOUD AND CLEAR is that CHANGE is all there is, and it is not in our interest, now or ever, to resist it; with that, everything on DIVINE TIMING, which is so much slower than our ego's can process at the moment!! So the conscious changes, and to embody what it means to live forever, or to surrendering to the now moment perpetually, may actually have profound activating changes that realistically take YEARS to integrate, and we are only in the very early stages or murky middle of. Time has also been warped, but not in our favor... That means this radical state of allowance will and SHOULD feel unpleasant. To know that it requires patience, surrender, and a vision on the horizon that is guided purely from faith alone. Nothing is a given certainty, ever, but truth and embodiment is only ever felt and honored from the place of RIGHT NOW. Perpetual change, like a waterfall of inputs and outputs, but never allowed to leave the present moment... So if you want to know how this spiritual dragon lady receives her divine intel: I had a Crunch Wrap Supreme, yesterday, which would make three separate trips and three separate mind fucks to Taco Bell this pregnancy, after an ALIGN DIVINE and carrageenan miscarriage fear porn campaign, where my avatar's EGO me WOULD NEVER... It was amazing, I loved every bite, but it is still true that you may or may not have seen me in the parking lot outside, just parked with the car running with dueling energies: Is this justification, is this joy, is this fear, is this irresponsible, is this intuitively lead... TATUM! FOLLOW YOUR JOY. So I pulled in to the drive through and talked to the digital bot selling me brain tricking chemicals...