I like how Wyne Dyer talks about slowing down, I literally had to slow down, because of a major medical illness, and slowing down allowed me to understand that asking for help was key component of getting better. My life I felt was never a mess, but I was a people pleaser and getting sick meant for me to pay down credit debt. Why? Why I made it my purpose at the time I knew it( Multiple sclerosis) was a immune system disorder that I would have to work hard at getting better. My journey would always take me across the border to Augusta Georgia I became to work hard with my treatment teams there, MY leading specialist was Dr. Suzanne Smith, Physician assistant Rebecca Ryan, and several of their nurses at Augusta University Multiple sclerosis Clinic, 15th street Augusta Georgia. I was place on several drug modifications medicine. My doctors would have to place a brace on my right leg to control a gait issue., this issue lead me to the physical therapist. would have to be placed on a Walker, Rollator and sometimes push in Wheelchair. My first assignment at the physical therapist office was to build up balance in building balance, I would have to be instructioned to stand in place for 15min at a time, as I got better I found myself to be able to stand longer until the day I was able to stand consistently to do my hair for 2 hours at a time.' In slowing down I had to work on my psychiatric care treatments. These treatments was started when I was nineteen (juvenile diagnosed).I would be able to discontinue some of the medications prescribed now , while behavioral health issues I thought would be a diagnosis for life, but it came to be a miss diagnosis. I still will take an olanzaphine, in helping with these treatments I found Art therapy, Music therapy, and occupational therapy to be helpful. I have been advised to take speech therapy, because I have a slight stuttering problem. I will often use my cellphone to announce words I don't know or understand. Carolyn Wise Smoot legal name