How I created a new sense of purpose, belonging and hope in just 3 weeks after years of depression, loneliness and overwhelm
…. by making small, intuitive choices that felt good and produced magical, unexpected life changing results. I now feel connected to community, to myself and my suicidal ideation depression is gone. AKA Elvis has left the building.🔥🔥🔥 I’m here now feeling totally different from the version of me that was struggling with depression for so many years to the point of willing myself to die. Whilst I have healed many times over from various depressive episodes in my life before because this has been necessary folks -growing up in terror for my life because of my charismatic but violently traumatised and traumatising Dad is one of those life crazy series of ‘’events’’ /aka my childhood (and I know there are people out there in the world who have it way, way worse than I did also) that can and will, for many of us, carry it’s impact across decades. (Sometimes these themes reappear after appearing to be completely done and dusted, in fact.) What I can say is that the unconscious has been something of a pandora’s box for me and I've never known entirely what moment will upset the apple cart again or not. We never know what "objects" are hidden in there - until they are awakened as it were. For those who might judge a powerhouse like myself for STILL experiencing such deep, dark periods of depression, I can promise you that I’ve done a great deal of work on myself...some 23 years actually...from energetic healingd, to psychoanalysis, eft, quantum, angels, prayer, dance and more recrntly life coaching and a series of simple text conversations with various wonderfullife coaches…I’ve done an awful lot. (Thank you for coaching with @Katya Gor here and invaluable laser focused text chat with @Tina Hughes And I will continue to use whatever I desire to clear the next layer of stuff as it arises…. Please understand that in reality nobody can tell you what your exact healing process should be. Nor can the value of your own embodied experience and CHOICES as a sovereign human being be underestimated. If we want people to develop deepening intuition and self awareness, then allowing people to make their own choices is a part of that.