Life is all about figuring out what fulfills you right? And Iβve totally been going through the loops of trying new things over and over, I know itβs probably making you dizzy. And Iβm SO sorry for that. But somehow, accidentally, Iβve stumbled across something thatβs filling my cup in wild ways Iβve never experienced, and I need to follow it. Itβs the first time I feel like Iβve found my creative outlet, and Iβve decided to actively pursue writing, poetry specifically. I wanted to be a writer when I was young. Iβve got like 10 books partially written or mapped out etc etc. But they were always such big projects. Poetry feels like I can tell a story and move on without sitting in it for years. I feel so free and full of life from writing, and I know I need to follow it, develop my skills, and see where it can take me. Itβs my first creative pursuit Iβm taking seriously, instead of helping creatives with theirs. Scary!! One of the many reasons I didnβt make the 3am Thinkers Club paid for a while was because I didnβt want to be locked into anything in case I did change. I wanted to feel it out properly before I committed committed. And Iβm so glad I did. Iβll keep this here for a while because I still love the conversations, but I wanted to let you know first that it wonβt evolve into a paid thing, because I want to pursue art and creativity, something I didnβt think Iβd ever be able to say. Thanks a million for being with me through this and giving me another go when I have been all over the shop the past few years. I have no idea whatβs next for me, but Iβm so thoroughly thriving in using my brain for creativity. I have no way of explaining the pleasure itβs bringing me. If you are interested - totally zero pressure as it's pretty dark stuff - I can be found at @poet.tri on Insta Much muccch love xx