Hey, Beloveds: I wanted to give you a quick OTS (Over The Shoulder) update on what is happening behind the scenes in my world, and what is about to happen in yours. Iโve been spending the last few months looking deeply at why brilliant, neurocomplex women retreat on the brink of their own breakthroughs. Why do our boldest ideas keep piling up in the Good Idea Graveyard? Our childhood conditioning to be smart-and-cute-but-mute runs deep into our cells, sneakily silencing the most radical, electric insights within us before they can make it out into the world. When we try to build a platform or a business using the linear, extractive "bro-marketing" models just throws a Feral Ferrari brain into a threat defense response. We excelled at school and work because they came with built in external urgency and structure, but when we step closer to sharing our most audacious thinking with the world, we feel wildly untetherd and even... unsafe. This is not just a conditioned response from our this lifetime. To fix it, we have to stop future tripping, because the future never comes. Instead, we have to look back. Way back. For 5,000 years, the capitalarchy has tried to drop a veil over our voices, extracting our power for the purposes of empire.But before that veil dropped, there was Enheduanna. Around 2300 BCE, Enheduanna was the High Priestess of Ur. She is the first named author in human history. She didn't wait for gatekeepers to give her permission; she prolifically wrote her own bold, dangerous poetry on clay tablets.But she wasn't just a spiritual figurehead or the first-ever scribeโshe also masterfully led the Gipar, a massive, wealthy temple economy and agricultural estate, supported by an entire class of learned priestesses. She was the original Prolific Paid Priestess.If you can't understand why the calling to write or speak truth and also live a prosperous life won't leave you alone, it's in your lineage. We don't need to ask the patriarchy for permission to publish, speak, or earn.We can use Substack to build our own Gipars.